It comes now and then. Usually doesn't last too long, but when it comes, it seems to linger just out of reach until something uncovers it a bit, exposes the harshness of it. A fellow blogger referred to it as a dry "soul spell". Dry, yep, and empty, too. Then it subsides, hides again just out of reach and everything feels fine for a bit.
It tells me I'm lacking something on a deep level. On a spiritual level. On a "soul" level. Maybe its self-confidence. Maybe its just burn out. What ever it is, it takes more than will-power alone to banish it. Or, probably what it really needs is to be seen, acknowledged, and then filled.
I'm eating Ben & Jerry's ice cream right now. That should help. :)